Friday, June 8, 2007

I'm not alright


Here is a photo that I took over my back deck into the creek after the rainstorm on either June 4th or the 5th, I can't recall. I changed the contrast so you could see the detail in the photo better. The water is unusually swift due to all the rain. Isn't it beautiful? We keep the windows cracked open so that we can here the sound of the water rushing and the wildlife (mostly birds). The weather has been really hard on me. In fact I feel rather like a ghost. I feel like I am haunting this home and my family. Like I'm here, but not really. The pain is insufferable. But I have this trick of disconnecting when I can't go any further. I'm so glad my husband and family are so very patient with me. My father in law is absolutely wonderful! For my birthday he gave me an iced coffee kit and a gift card from Starbucks. Dad knows how much I love coffee. What a thoughtful gift. Well I think I will go and haunt my bedroom for a while... If I'm lucky I might have enough brain power to pick up my knitting!!